all this fucking years
i been waiting for u
u said alot of promises
n like a fool
over n over again i believe it
u destroy my hope
n then u restore it again
just to tear me down as alwayz...
this year i finally let it all out
i told u everything
but yet u already knew that
i thought by opening up to u
things will change
it only make things worst
coz u keep everything from me
u never show ur true self to me
u kept it all in
no wonder all this years
whatever i had done for u
i alwayz felt it was good enough
the fact is now
it wasnt me
it was u
making me feel like a crap
a pathetic fool
a stupid dumb frenz
u make me feel everything i do
to make u hapy was a whole lot of shits!
now that i know the truth
of how or wat u think bout me
it make me think
how was i able to stay
so long in this so called 'bff'...
when all it has been
i was the dumb idiot fucking fool
to ever thought that
u will be back like how u used too
but its obvious now
n for the 1st time
im just glad that i had known the real truth
so now i wont be that fucking fool no more...
i am so done with all ur shit
u treat me like a fuccking trash
for years i been patience with ur attitude
but no more
here's what i want to say now
i fucking hate u
what i regret the most in my life
was having to be frenz to u
u wasted all my fucking years for nothing
when i could have such a great time with other pep
when i could save so much money
when i could use my valuable time
all those years
only u that i wanted to spend all of that...
but u never appreciated me
not even once i guesz...
so,fuck off dude
i dont need u in my life no more
im gonna start a new life
a life where u are not invited to...
for finally hurted me crashfully...
i never wanted to hear anything from u ever again
u will never have a piece of me anymore
all i have in me now is
hatred n enger towards