Today is the first day of a new month
and I have already sat in the bathroom
contemplating whether or not I should
relieve myself of my dinner and
give my skin a good paper-cut.
It's the first day of the month
and almost a year ago, exactly,
I was wasting my days doing this
exact same bullshit everyday.
In precisely one week, it will be my birthday
this will not be a celebration because
what's to celebrate?
I'm going to be a 19 year old,
broke, teenage girl
with nothing but an
I dropped out of college already
and even though I'm planning on going next semester
I know, damn well, no one gets why.
It's the first day of the fucking month.
Why can't I, for once, just start fresh?