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It's the start of a new month. I'm basically frustrated w the fact that I'm not taking this as an opportunity to start over.

Submitted:Oct 1, 2013    Reads: 9    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

Today is the first day of a new month
and I have already sat in the bathroom
contemplating whether or not I should
relieve myself of my dinner and
give my skin a good paper-cut.

It's the first day of the month
and almost a year ago, exactly,
I was wasting my days doing this
exact same bullshit everyday.

In precisely one week, it will be my birthday
this will not be a celebration because
what's to celebrate?
I'm going to be a 19 year old,
broke, teenage girl
with nothing but an
eating disorder,
anxiety, and
I dropped out of college already
and even though I'm planning on going next semester
I know, damn well, no one gets why.

It's the first day of the fucking month.
Why can't I, for once, just start fresh?


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