Day 32

I sit here in reflections of my past. The cloud, my mind and my senses go blind. Numb to future visions or present dreams. I wonder about the people that ran from me. I wonder about the people I ran from. I lost so much and so many. These hands oh these destructive hands. I wonder how I will make it to tommorrow. I am sad today. This is a reality. It is one of those days I look back and no matter how hard I try and how much I want to I can't live in today. I bring myself back to times that were. I find that all my memories seem sad. Is it real that we only remember sorrow. I try to think of the happy moments but this makes me even more sorrowful. I don't know what I will do when I am older if this is the pain of memories only up to the age of eighteen.

This is just off the top of my head. We all have a variations of persons each day and right now I am reflecting on my past and the friendships I wish I still had. Until tommarow may we all maintain this life.

Peace of Mind Leads to Peaceful Times

B Leaf