I will make this story short today. I was in middle school in the 7th grade. I am not how this whole entire concept was introduced and brought up into conversation at all. There was a kid by the name of Nick who was talking to someone named Mike. During this conversation at some point it had come up that I had sucked a dick of a kid that goes by the name of Kevin. This is where my hell began. Throughout my school I lost a majority of my friends that I had been hanging around since elementary school. I had also lost a majority of the friends that I had made the previous year in middle school. Kids would come up to me in class and no matter what I would say I knew in my mind whether I said it happened or it didn’t they had already made up their mind. By the way it never happened. When I was approached and asked these questions I would smile back at them just pretending I didn’t even here what they had asked me. At some point during an English class I specifically recall a boy in my class named Chris who for apparently no reason in my mind decided it would be a great idea to punch me in the side of the arm. While this didn’t really hurt all that much it just seemed completely retarded that for absolutely no reason or provoking so much hate could be distilled upon me. I personally had always considered myself and still do a rather generous and caring person. They had put me into some sort of group counseling program due to my parents being divorced and counseling in school is such bull shit. It does not help once from my experience. In the account of the supposed blow job I was talking about this and felt very uncomfortable at the time. Not in the group meeting but in a session when I was alone with the counselor. She then says to me it is completely alright to experiment at your age. Who the fuck does this lady think she is. She had made up her mind to at this point just assuming that I did blow this kid. I was not experimenting this entire issue never happened isn’t she supposed to be on my side. Later this incident got reported to the police through this counselor. Thank god for that I get to have people right statements about a supposed blow job at a sleepover when I was thirteen. You don’t understand how infuriating it was talking to this police officer saying he had already taken a statement from me. He started to read my “statement” that admitted I had done this act some how. Turns out he wasn’t reading my “statement” seeing as I never gave one. Then at this point I continue to say that I never did this and another person hops on the one persons word is greater then another band wagon. This is how that started and it has changed me greatly as a person maybe for the better or the worse I am not sure entirely. Two years later I go to file a complaint against an officer at our local department because he told me I had to leave the library because I was outside sitting with my friend who had an abusive mother. I had dropped out of school at this point and I said this and he told me that I was banned from school property and I could not walk my friend home from school anymore. Isn’t a library public property. He continued to act like a tough guy while I was a smart ass because I am with a majority of cops due to the what I like to call small penis disorder personally. Mainly they think they can be super tough and threaten everybody with their “authority” During the conversation he said “Don’t make me hurt you.” I am sixteen and a police officer just threatened me on public property for pretty much no reason at all and this is how we get to the report filing. Obviously nothing gets done because internal shit in police stations is all B.S. The cops in my home town are paid off so badly. During the time when I was giving my statement the guy said I had a little thing on my record about some child molestation in which I was never convicted by still that was disheartening for me. I was livid with anger. Is one persons word greater then another? Is physical violence uninitiated? Should anyone take advantage of the power they are given? I believe one persons word could be greater then another’s but that is solely based upon a long amount of time knowing two people not just out of the blue picking sides when you have known someone for five minutes. Physical violence is never uninitiated in regards as to whether or not the initiation was by the person receiving the violence that is a different story entirely. Should someone take advantage of their power hell yes they should. When I say advantage I mean if you have the power to save a life the you take advantage of that and you do it. I am not referring to the regards of advantage based upon abuse of power. Sorry I guess the entertainment and interest of my writing has dwindled but I still love all that keep reading. Thanks for hearing my brain’s voice. All my prayers and love for you.