[signed on at 11:11PM] 11:11......make a wish. {music while typing: My Way-Sid Vicious} My name is Red Bull. Kidding!!!! My real name is I'll never tell. You can call me what the pathetic losers I call my friends call me: Red Bull, Red for short. I am what the jocks call the emo/skater/goth kid. And I'm cool with that. I'm pretty cool about anything. Except my friends. That is what this blog entry is on. Do you know what I hate? Hypocrites. Like Jessica and Tasha. They are so fake. Yet i'm so jealous of Jess. She's so pretty and has her pick of litter. I've liked five guys in high school and they've all ended up dating Jess or Tash. And yes.....that's fair.......they're beautiful. And I'm just not. I accept that. Bull. I dont accept that. I want someone to care about me!!!!!! I want to be liked. I want to have friends and be payed attention to. I'm not depressed. I'm just unhappy with life. I can get better, I promise. Love, Red. [signed off at 1:30]