March 24, 2011
Hey, that rhymes. Sorry, couldn't help myself. Anyways, it's another one of those empty days.
I was just thinking about Kev… it might seem strange to you, but I've been interested in boys from like the time I was like 6. Call me "boy-crazy", but it's true, I hardly ever lie. Remember how I was talking about Jake about a year ago? Looking back, I realize that I probably was in love with him and I totally missed my chance. He was totally the one and I am just an idiot, oh well, what's new? But, I might be going to his high school next year. That's the only upside of going to school, but I think I'm willing to pay that price for true love.
Jake, what can I say? I see him occasionally for random things and I still think he's incredibly handsome. Dark and tall, taller than me (not saying much), he is so absolutely good-looking. I still miss him so much even though I haven't seen him for a while. He's really smart and funny and nice, which I wouldn't even dream to ask for in a boy. Therefore, he's just perfect for me… not. I just wish I knew him a little better. He isn't really that much older than me, but he was always hanging out with the "older boys" so I never talked to him much. I'm sorry, Joe, I just keep talking about Jake. I'll shut up about him.
Shutting up about Jake staunched the flow of words, so I have nothing more to talk to you about, Joe.
Until I write again,