March 27, 2011
My dear friend Joe,
Today was Sunday, how exciting. I got to get up for Church. Yeah, that was fun. Sitting for an hour, and I didn't get much sleep last night. I've been having the weirdest dreams recently. Jake shows up a lot, but he always leaves me alone, but Justin on the other hand, he's always there for me. Kev's there a lot, too. He's a pretty good friend to me. I don't tell Kev much, but I really trust him, which is good. I also have started to talk to Cal a bit more. I like having guy friends, they have different points of view than girls do, and that can be really helpful.
Anyway, I didn't just go to church today. Tonight, I went to the Burtons' (Justin and his little sister's) house. They were having a housewarming party. All us teenagers kind of ran off to the park a few blocks away. It was a great night. Justin is a really great guy, I mean he's nice and charismatic, but he's funny as well. I'm glad he moved here, and I hope he stays here for a while. His dad works for a bank, so they move a lot. Maybe there will be something more with him, but I doubt that. It hasn't worked out for me and anyone before, and I doubt it will now, but I can hope, can't I? I swear, he was flirting with me a little bit today. I love how intensely his green eyes can stare into mine and the way he casually flips his hair.
Cal is becoming a good friend, and Kev is kind of drifting away from me. Kev is a good friend, but I never trusted him with any really big secrets. Cal… I don't know why but I feel like I can tell him anything. Maybe it's something about those big blue eyes, I don't know.
Anyway, I'm done writing for the day.