Chapter 5,

 

I was looking in the mirror putting on my earrings while Trent was sitting on the bed staring at me. Telling from his glare, he was pissed off. Pissed off that I was about to go out to lunch with Jason.

"So how do I know you're not going to cheat on me with him?" He asked.

I turned to him. "Well, one, you satisfy me plenty. And two, if i was going to meet Jason at the diner to cheat on you, why would I tell you I'm going to see him in the first place?" I asked.

Trent shrugged. "I guess you wouldn't."

"He's an old friend, Trent. That's all I promise. I have no attraction towards him whatsoever." Anymore.

Trent nodded. "Alright. Alright. Go out. Have fun." He said. I smiled and kissed him. "Thank you. I'll be back around three or four." I said as I walked out to the hallway and down the stairs. Sierra was playing with her barbies on the living room floor while Janine was watching tv on the couch. I got on my knees and kissed Sierra on her forehead.

"Where the hell are you going?" Janine asked. I sighed.

"To meet an old friend." I replied. She shook her head.

"Mmh hmm. I'm sure." She said eyeing me suspiciously. I ignored her. I wasn't in the mood to be irritated. I walked out of the house and got into my car and drove over to the diner.

I got out of the car and spotted Jason's. I'll always remember what it looked like. I recall meeting him late nights in an empty parking lot so he can take me to his house.

I walked into the diner and looked around and met eyes with Jason. I walked over and sat in the booth with him. He smiled at me.

"Hi." He said.

"Hey."

"I'm glad you're here." He said.

"I'm not."

He smirked. "You always had a bitchy attitude."

"I know. So what do you want?" I asked.

Jason sighed. "I can't believe you got married."

"Well I did. I had to move on. Me being with you was illegal."

"The age of consent in Ohio is 16."

I shook my head. "That's still no excuse."

"So, what? You regret it?" He asked staring at me.

"It was wrong. I was young.....and stupid."

"You wanted someone to care about you so you started that affair."

I laughed. "I started it? Are you fucking kidding me? You started it."

"Well...We both started it."

"You didn't ask me here so we could talk about our past did you?" I asked. He smiled and shook his head.

"Just wanted to know how your life has been."

"I can tell that you really don't care."

"So? Tell me anyway."

"Want me to go through every detail of how me and Trent met?" I asked.

He frowned. "I don't fucking care about that. I don't like him."

"You just don't like him because I'm with him. Please grow the fuck up. I'm way younger than you and you're acting like a fucking child."

"Do you understand how much you irritate me?" He asked.

"So why did you want me to have lunch with you if I irritate you so much?"

"I thought you would have grown out of that smart ass mouth you always had."

"Well you thought wrong." I said shrugging.

He smiled. "What does Trent do for living?" He asked.

"Trent is a nurse."

Jason laughed. "A fucking nurse? Really?"

"So? You were a medical assistant."

"Yeah but not a nurse."

"There's nothing wrong with a man being a nurse. "

"Yeah, so people say. But congratulations to him for being a nurse." He said trying to hold back laughter.

"Trent may be a nurse but I bet he makes twice as much money as you do."

"Yeah, I bet." He said sarcastically.

The red head waitress that worked here came and asked us what we wanted and we both ordered our food. It wasn't awkward talking to Jason after all these years. But I could have lived without having any contact and or seeing him again.

"Does Trent know about us?" He asked.

I shook my head. "No. He doesn't need to. You are my past. He thinks you're an old friend and thats exactly how you'll act when we're around him. Okay?"

"Yeah I got it." He said nodding. "Does he know you're out with me?"

"Of course. I don't hide anything from him."

"So you two are like the perfect fucking couple, huh?"

"Mhh hmm unlike us." I said as the waitress put my plate of food in front of me.

"We weren't that fucked up."

"You were basically a pedophile."

"I never did anything to you against your will, Renee.'

"I was still a minor."

"You chose to get involved with me I didn't throw myself at you."

"You brung up sex first. It was all your plan. You said you always wanted to fuck a teenager when you were older. It was one of your fantasies.

"I still don't regret it. Thanks to you."

"I think my mother would have been happier if it never would have happened."

"Well we all can't have what we want.......obviously." He said staring at me.

"I think I'm gonna go soon."

"Why?"

"You're pissing me off....purposely."

"How?"

"Talking about the past like there were good memories."

"The memories are good."

"Yeah, good and illegal." I said.

"I didn't take advantage of you when you were sixteen. You got online looking for love and i responded. I made you happy just as you wanted. You were supposed to always stay mine."

"You took my virginity and now you think you have some kind of control over me?"

"No not control but i figured that it'd be hard to get over me."

"It was but the second I saw Trent, I got over it."

"Was is it about him?"

"He's funny and doesn't piss me off. He makes me happy and he's actually close to my age." I said.

Jason smirked. "Is he a good in bed?"

I smiled. "You have no idea."

"You know, you were a great fuck when you were sixteen. Now that you're older, I'd like to see how much better you've gotten."

I blushed as I felt Jason's hand brush across my knee.

"Remember when I use to make you wet with one touch?" He asked. Unfortunately, his touch still affected me. I bit my lip and closed my eyes. His hand pushed my skirt up and rested on my thigh and then hitched it further until he was touching my panties.

I got up quickly and my drink knocked down onto the floor. Jason looked up at me confused. "Don't ever touch me again." I said between my teeth.

I got up and hurried out of the diner and into the parking lot. Jason caught up with me and pressed me against my car. " I will have you one more time."

"And I bet you won't. Can you move please?"

"If you don't plan on cheating on Trent, why did you agree to see me?"

"I don't know why. I just did. Can you move please?" I said firmly.

"Somehow I think you're still attracted to me."

"Yes! Apart of me will always be attracted to you. But I love Trent and I will never hurt him. So please move so I can get home to him." Jason stared at me for awhile before slowly backing away from me.

I got into my car without another look at Jason and drove as fast as I could to Trent. This was obviously a mistake.

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

　

 

 

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