As I'm getting older I start to realize, how useless to me you really are. You did nothing but drag me down, with childish memories that I never had interest in hearing. You are willing to disown me but you arent willing to make an effort to fix the mess you created. I need to move on now, you are nothing but old new, this family drama is just to much. I don't care what you think anymore. Go ahead, tell my sisters I don't love them. Crush them mentally and physically. You will be the ones hurting them, not me. I told you I wasnt ready to come back yet, but you didn't give me time, you pushed me away. Leaving me there to burn.
I always knew there was something odd about you both. I never said anything, just kept to myself. I fucked up once in September and you assume I want to be with you all again. No. I never wanted my sisters to get hurt, which is why I stayed away. Now that I come back, and I say one time I want to get my head on straight, you push me away, call me worthless, and disown me from your family. I hope you know you are going to be the reason for my sisters going to be fucked up in the mind.
I'm moving on now, but why wont you.