The fact that Jason didn’t remember telling me he loved me, tore me apart. Finally ready to forgive him to a point, but this happens…I guess it was never meant to be. Jason looks at me, his eyes full of confusion.
“What did I miss, what am I not remembering?” I shake my head and try to force a laugh.
“Nothing there, the usual shit happened. Look Jason, I’m gonna go now, kaye? Maybe I’ll see you again, I’m not entirely sure. If I don’t, have a nice life.” There was one last thing I had to say before I left, so as I got to the door, I turned around, knowing he would know what I meant.
“Try not to think to much about past mistakes. Don’t go to close to the edge of a cliff, it could be dangerous, but you should know that.” His face drops and he opens his mouth.
“Lex--” I wave my hand and walk out the door, whispering a silent goodbye as a tear escapes my cheek. Mandy gets up from the lobby, I hadn’t even noticed she left the room. She gets up and hugs. As we sit in her car, she drives about a mile, and then pulls to the side of the road, stopping to look at me.
“Lex, we need to talk. I don’t know what happened, and I know you probably don’t want to tell me the whole story. But give me something to work with please, I’m so confused and I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s going on. Please, you can trust me.” She pleads me with her eyes, and I sigh as a tear escapes down my cheek.
“I moved here to get away from Jason, he hurt me badly. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forgive him. He took something away from me, and I can’t help but feel empty with out it.” She hugs me, and then looks at me.
“What did he take, hunny? Was it your heart? Your virginity? I’ll kill him if he ever hurt you that way.” I sigh and look at her, and the tears threaten to erupt. I stare her dead in the eyes, and for the first time ever, I tell someone what he did to me.
“No, he took my older sister.”
(HAHA, I know this is a tease to everyone, and everybody is like OMG, but it gets better, trust me, I’ll be posting another chapter in an hour or so.)