Can't

i feel like just giving into the temptation 

i do want to live 

i hate all this pressure 

i am so sick of all this 

i need a release

i am no longer living 

i hope they all forget me

i am having suicidal thoughts 

right this minute 

i just don't know how though

i am not thinking stright 

i want to but i want to stay with you 

i promised that i would not hurt you 

i guess i'll just have to live with this 

i am not going to be happy thought out life

but you will and thats all that matters right now 

nothing is more important then you 

you are everything to me 

so i won't do it