Numb
No emotion
No pain
No happiness
No shame
Its called depression
An evil monster taking over me
Changing me into someone
I never wanted to be
Everythings a daze
Each day’s a dream
I can’t run away
It’s impossible to scream
I’m trapped
In someone I don’t even know
Too lost to find myself
Too afraid to show
I could end it all,
Make my life end now
Maybe start over?
I know how
But I’m too afraid of
What’s on the other side
It’s not worth finding out
What happens if you died
So I stay
The numbness appears
There are no emotions
It’s the best feeling in years
It’s a world of blank
No more pain
No more laughing
Am I going insane?
What’s the point anymore?
There’s no reason to live
Like this, I’m nothing now
I’ve got nothing left to give
I can’t stay like this,
But for some reason, I want to live
“I promise to try,
I guess I don’t want to die,
I can do this, no lie”
I told myself with a sigh
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