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Searching For What I Will Never Find

Poetry By: billyh19

A poem about a man who spends his life trying to have a peace of mind not knowing if he would stop searching he would finally find it.

Submitted:Jan 30, 2013    Reads: 15    Comments: 4    Likes: 2   

after a long day

and the sun goes away

again i stand here

looking myself in the mirror

when will i find this?

this thing ive been looking for?

its covered in uncertainty

its the same old melody

searching for clarity

its just something ill never find

i was never abused

i just lose

ive never had a tragedy

it a locked door and i cant find the key

ive just allways been an outcast

ive always been last

i just need somewhere i belong

maybe if i was strong

maybe if i wasnt so wrong

maybe if i didnt feel judge

maybe if i didnt hold a grudge

i might find it some day

maybe, just maybe, i might find it some day

when i give up searching

is when i see the signs

when i give up looking

is when it shines

then once again i start the seaching

only to lose what little bit i found

by this search im bound

i keep going by the little pieces i found

oh i just hate how this sounds

its just a revolving door

what is this search really for?

i want someone i can call mine'

im searching for what i will never find


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