Looking down

I look down from the 50 foot building

my girlfriend tries to call me

to stop me

but I'm not going to stop now

I'm tired of getting mocked at

I'm tired of getting beat up

I'm tired of this pain

I can hear fear

Cold sweat

I see a shadow from the ground

watching my every movement

he himself came to watch

I feel like misery

I jump and feel air trying to stop me from falling

but nothing works

I hit the ground

but that doesn't stop me

I keep falling

Into the most hated place in every world......