I don't get nervous.
I get scared
And when I get scared , I hide
I hide so no one sees
just how vunerable I really am.
And I pretend to be someone else
Someone who I've grown to hate
Someone who pushes away everyone else
But, I can't show them who I really am
I'm scared of them rejecting the real me
Scared of being...vunerable
And even when I've wanted to
To show people I'm not what they think