H is for the heart inside that you have finally broken

U is for the piercing words that have been left unspoken

R is for the rain that won't stop pounding down

T is for the torture that follows every sound

M is for the madness that awaits me in the dark

E is for the everything confusing my mind and heart

O is for the one day, I know you'll learn your lesson

N is for the nothingness that keeps my soul from resting

E is for your ego, that causes nothing good

M is for the me and you in that stupid, broken tree of wood

O is for me, the only one, who wants for you to stay

R is for the reality that tourments me today

E is for envy, the way you envy him

T is for every time you forgot how we began

I is for insistance, how I'm not good enough

M is for your mindlessness that's stolen all my luck

E is for even though, it kills, how I still miss those eyes

How I've turned so masochistic, just hurt me one more time