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There is Hope.

Poetry By: desjane1
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based off of today.. woo. read? it gets better at the end (in my opinion)


Submitted:May 31, 2012    Reads: 108    Comments: 46    Likes: 19   


I want to show you.

Show you that you're wrong.

About me, about everything.

 

Today.. 

I wanted to cry,

You pushed me down again.

You both did, you ganged up on me.

 

I can't deal with this anymore.

The constant ache in my heart,

In my body.

It hurts.

 

"READ THE DAMNED LABELS!"

"YOU NEVER GET IT RIGHT!"

"NO! WHERE'S YOUR LOGIC.. OH! RIGHT OUT THE WINDOW LIKE ALWAYS."

 

sigh.

 

I want to show you.

Show you that you're wrong.

About me, about everything.

 

I work my ass off everyday,

I only get an applause if I get perfect, if I do perfect.

Anything below... never good enough.

 

Sometimes,

most times,

you do not understand.

 

I'm almost crying,

I'm tired of everything.

I can't be strong anymore. 

I can't fight it.

 

Each day, I still try to smile.

I try to carry on,

Think that there is light at the end.

 

I want to show you.

Show you that you're wrong.

About me, about everything.

 

Is there light?

I like to believe so.

I have to wait two more years.

 

Until then..

I'll never know,

I'm stuck here.

Trapped, like a fly beneath glass that can't breathe.

 

I'm leaving this summer..

For at least a weekend.. 

Or a few days..

I need to get away!

 

I CAN'T DO THIS.

I CAN'T DO THIS.

 

i want to cry,

I feel like crying myself to sleep,

I never feel safe.

I always feel exposed.

 

I want to show you.

Show you that you're wrong.

About me, about everything.

 

But you know what?

There is light at the end.

It will get better.

Only if I allow it too.

 

you are wrong,

I will be better, 

Better than you.

 

I won't treat people like the way you treat me,

I won't be you,

I'll be better.

 

I will be strong,

no matter how much give up is screaming at me.

I will whisper, there is hope.

 

There is hope,

There is hope,

There is hope at the end of every dark road.





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