So I dread being alone
A sensation I grow closer to each day
Accepting it as my sole companion
Finding the one
Holding the remedy to my problem
In her hands, it was juggled
Closer to being dropped each time it’s tossed up
�Knowing I’m trapped between you and another hurts
Knowing your happy and knowing we can’t be happy together, hurts more
It is the type of pain that I seek no relief for
To make it constant, to know it’s real
�I’d open up much more to you
If you’d open up to me
I’d tell you how much you mean, and how much I care
If you’d make so I’m the only one telling you
I’d like to know where I’m at
And how I make you feel
I’d like to say “I love you”
To let you know I’m for real
I’m cautious with those words to you
It’s on your list of hates
But should I get the go ahead, the moment wont be late
�
This feeling I have when I look at you
I never can describe
But when you really want to know, I’ll give it my best try
�
Your smile is magnificent, it lights up the darkest gloom
Your laughter holds more power, than thunders loudest boom
�Nothing pleases me more than to see your smile and to hear your laugh
Both let me know your okay with my actions towards you
Both bring me up from my lowest points
Both inspire me to smile, push on, live life, set goals and be happy
�Nothing has ever come easy to me
Why should this be any different
Struggling to accomplish
Failing to accomplish, what I aspire to
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