i try so hard to find inspiration
as little that there is of the positive persuasion
i try to be happy but it fades away into the depths
nothing more is sacred except for our last breaths
but these last breaths are wasted on words
mine is nothing that i would want heard
id rather spend mine on the one
who spent thier time engulfing me in thier love
the one i love put these tears on my face
becouse i know that i have lost my place
by her side and next to her soul
for too long now ive played the fool
ive taken up ranks as just a friend
which is just another reason why i welcome an end
im doing what i can and im trying so hard
to break down the barriers thats keeping us apart
but my efforts go unnoticed without a second glimpse
and try as i might all of them are constantly eclipsed
by the shady things ive done and the horrors of my past
constantly worried about how long all this will last
days, weeks, months, or even years to come
i cant escape all of the past i am trying to run from
ive lost all of my happy thoughts that are needed for me to fly
and reach my never ever land up in the clear blue sky
back with all of my lost friends somewhere up above
where theres talk of nothing to bring you pain, not age, life, or love
straight on to morning after you find the second star to the right
your piece of heaven can be found even when your lost in the night
i tried to find my place there but no vacancy was found
the only way ive left to go is down, down, down
my heart is heavy with all the things ive done to you
im sorry that youve cried the tears of the shit i put you through
im sorry that im not the guy i promoted myself to be
but i hope i can become the man that brings you back to me
work, work, work is all that i can do
and just leave you be untill im able to prove
i only pray i dont lose my chance to win you back and call you mine
if i cant i might as well be giving up my try
ill let you go to have your space as long as i can get you back
but if i cant and we are done then i just cant do it anymore because i cant give anyone else what ive given to you its not fair to be with someone and not love them like they should be loved
and all my loving is on reserve waiting on her to want it and take it back
im not trying to upset you but, i have to be true, so i do
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