She sits and lets the
black rivers run down
her red cheeks.
she hugs her knees to her
chest, so tight she cant breathe.
she releases for a split second
and trys to suck up her sorrows,
But its to late.
Her eyes begin to swell up,
as each tear flows down.
Her teeth begin to chatter.
All she thinks is
"Whats the use? My life is a Shit Hole!"
She has gone through hell and back,
A guy to say she is his everything
when really she is nothing to him.
"Its america peopl lie" she was told.
He may say he loves her but
really he doesnt care what
happens to her.
She is sick of having those episodes
that make her so called heart feel empty.
She thought she could move on
and forget there sayings and memories.
But they are around her everywhere.
She doesnt want him to hate her like
he hates his ex.
be able to see him with another girl.
Knowing he is going to do the
same thing he did to her.
But yet she still loves this
boy! and Wont forget him.
Jesus Christ that boy was
her first kiss,first love,first guy that
she felt safe with.
He onced saved her but
know she cant be saved again.
She is back in her shell, Back
in her dark world where she knows
she isnt welcome to love or life anymore.
This is why she wrote this poem,
And is now in heaven living the life
she knew she could never reach.