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God, Why Must You Do This To Me?

Poetry By: magicfoot2011

This is more personal than anything you will EVER read. It's more of a prayer.

Submitted:Jul 10, 2011    Reads: 36    Comments: 3    Likes: 0   

Dear God,

I'm not trying to insult you or anything else, but I have questions that NEED to be answered. I don't want to go on with these quesions in my head any more.

First, why did you pick me to carry this horrible gift of writing? When I wrote my first depressing poem, my grandmother wanted to put me in the insane asylum and you know that's true. Take it away from me.

Second, why is my family so messed up? They hate each other and won't even speak a word to each other. Even when Nanny joined you in Heaven, they still wouldn't talk to each other. They wouldn't even look at one another. Fix it, please.

Third, why did you curse me with, what I call, Never Ending Heart-Break? One guy after the other, they snap my heart in half, no matter what I do. When I try to keep them close by me, they slip even further away. Take away the heart break.

Next, why did you make it so that my father would try to come and fix his screwed up relationship with me and my sister? All that did was break me down even further. Take him away.

Then, you gave us Ayden. He is the angel that I've been praying for since I was a little kid. When I was little, i wanted something/someone to lay my life on the line for, because of you, I've got that.

This one, isn't a question. I wanna say thank you. Thank you for making is so that Ayden's...second creator is not in his or our life. He would just screw everything up. And also, thanks for screwing me up so that my friends love who I am.


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