Haunting Me (I Saw You Again #2)

Two years ago,

you left us for a better place.

Grief has ever since been beside me.

I never got the chance to say, "I love you"

or tell you how much I actually cared.

For a year and a half now,

I've been seeing you.

You're always in my dreams,

guiding me to happiness.

I sometimes see you in school,

watching me laugh.

Most days I wish you were still with me,

so I can share my simple joys with you,

but then again, I know if you were still here,

you'd be in a world of never ending pain.

I know that if you'd stayed with us longer,

I would have taken the time,

to get to know you so I could love you even more.

Even though I never once showed all my love for you,

and tended to avoid you when I could, I want you back.

These feelings of longing of depression have been building up inside me,

but I've grown used to crying myself back to sleep,

after I've woken up from a dream inf which I've seen you.

I wish you were still beside me to induldge in the sweet yet melancholy sounds,

that escape my viola when I play in your memory.

Two long and painful years ago,

you left us for a better place.

I've been missing you more and more each day ever since.

Never once did I get the chance to tell you I love you,

or tell you how much I actually cared.