Prayer In A Poem

Dear God,

     This may be different.

     I don't know where my heart went.

     Please help me to see,

     Who I was meant to be

     ~

     I am struggling with this.

     My soul I do miss.

     Help my family to be happy,

     and make them believe me.

     ~

     I want to be able,

     to turn the table,

     and make it in my favor,

     because my life I cannot savor.

     ~

     Please, help me to see,

     who I'm meant to be.

     I want to be a good person,

     but this war has yet to be won.