I am so confused
Thoughts swimming in my head that form something unrealistic
How does a person say goodbye
When doing so would kill the other?
Why do tears flow mercilessly
Untill I feel I am nothing,
Just dried up, and sniffling.
Ten thousand tears come out
But that is just the beginning,
Just a taste of how many I can shed.
Why do razors against my skin feel like feathers?
Where is the pain?
I needed that to know I was alive,
Where is it??
Tears of salt and blood of veins...
Make me feel alive?