Connected*

I can feel the connection,

but I don't want to admit it.

I just don't want to fall vulnerable,

and trust you.

I probably sound insecure and stupid,

but I don't want you to,

tear my heart into pieces.

Even though what I want most,

if to be with you,

I don't want you to get close enough to me,

because I'll feel warm an safe,

and get used to the feeling,

and if you hurt me,

I'll never be able to trust again.

I like you, but I can't be with you,

because I will only get hurt.