Three years from now

If someone had told me,
that we wouldn't have
spent our lives together,
I would have said no.
I wouldn't have believed it,
but here I am now.
Sitting her, by myself,
thinking about how life works.
How it hurts.
How we are sucked in by the moment,
thinking that it will never end.
Wondering how short sighted we were back then,
how I only saw good.
How I planned out things,
and how I got let down.
I thought we were soulmates,
destined to be,
But here I am.
Three years later.