Could it have ended diffrent.....

I don't know what to write,

Words fill me up but I have no voice,

Sadness engulfs me, shattering the silence...

I cry,

I cry as my anguish turns to drrops,

coming out of my eyes the silence of my voice,

I cry.....

No one can hear me niether can they know 

For they have no idea what I am going through..

I often wonder,

could it have ended diffrent 

if I had tried more..

but yet again the silence reminds me that

you are here no more...