They light my room in a flash, the sound falls against my ear drum. Only to fade in with the darkness of my room. The rain crashes against my window, and I know that it'll be a sleepless night. Because I may be old enough to let myself be violated, willingly. I can't stand to be in the same world as my eyes see them as monsters. I could watch the sickest movie, where the girl is killing everyone in the most terrifying ways. But only because they raped her. Yet still once the bolts light my room, my eyes stay wide open as I gasp for breath like it's chocking me. Never think it's over… it'll only come back.