My bittersweet hatred

Frozen in a time of pain

These salty tears fall like rain

I loved you enough to rip my own heart out

But you only loved me enough to pull it out

Fate chose to cut our red string

All I have left is the promise ring

Each word of love gave me hope

But your hidden motives made me look for the rope

I was a mistress, unknown even to myself

You gave to her the promise of wealth

I gave you all of me

In return, I was only a moment to be free

My mistake was letting you in

Your mistake was letting me win

Pain mercilessly tugs at my heart when I think of you

But I can get through for I am no longer blue

You've played with my heart strings

Now I will play with your love and give you a sting

I will crush you with my knowledge

Push you off the ledge

Not physically, but emotionally

I will make you want me hopelessly

This bittersweet wine you shall never taste

All of your happiness, I will turn into waste

To think I fell for your charm 

Now I will wreak havoc upon you and cause immense harm

You will rue the day of abandoning me

I lost my precious "he"

So now you shall feel what I felt

All the suffering, loss and rejection shall be dealt

How could you abandon your child so?

He needed you and yet, all he got was a blow

I guess blood isn't everything

Blood doesn't count for anything