The emptiness inside my heart made me cold hearted once again. The fight between right and wrong is constent. Does anyone care how bad I feel? Do they see the tears in my
eyes, or do they just care about themselves. My anger fills my body once more. That is the only emotion I seem to feel anymore. You think I'd be used to it but I'm not. I don't care
how others veiw my anymore. I just want to stop feeling this way. I pray that God will forgive me of my sins, but the next day i do it all over again. Won't God run out of forgiveness? If
so i am in a lot of trouble. Is there a light at the end of this dark tunnel? I have been traveling in the darkness for almost twenty years now. How much pain can one bare? Can they
live their whole lives with the pain of their past. The same past that had them to almost end in once before?