Cupid's failure

I have been on the same road ever since

I can never look back because I can’t recall that far

I diverted course on the way only for the trail to take me back

Courage fled when emotions landed

Confidence diminished as my fears were exaggerated

My mind took over and made havoc of my life

I still cannot understand why I never tried

Once or twice my the light that once was appeared

Then my progress was nil and I seemed to go two steps back

I am good enough because I have got your back

But I guess she qualifies because she’s got your heart and a curved back

I know its wrong but the feelings fail to depart, they always come back

My heart has turned black and my head hard

Your hands are molded to fit mine

Guess Cinderella’s slippers are one size fits all

My heart still longs and my mind sings a different song

The feelings were dormant but then reactivated after so long

TRANSPLANT! I need a surgeon to cure this disease

Love is a potion, emotion is a potion and mindlessness is wickedly

And the master wizard is Cupid

I know you enjoyed but this should be the end of the show for I know I am stupid

Please let me go liberate me Cupid

Behold I am awake Cupid never imprisoned me

It was you who captivated me

You got pleasure in looking at her walk into the room

I saw you eyes come alive when she arrived

I longed and longed and you never told me why

Why not me is the question I want to ask

But the way she walks serenade you and you refuse to talk

She reaches for your embrace you encourage her with the touch of your hands

Your hands trail against her body and she screams in pleasure

I back away and cry in displeasure and hurt

But I never look away for I still have hope to be your treasured

Silent love is a broken heart, a broken heart is a tainted soul, a tainted soul is a tattoo to this journey of life it will never be erased.

So please take me now away to a place so I can be happy

Once or twice, thrice or forever nice

Give me a chance and I will be your last

I can feel your heartbeat in my palms

Your pulse an ever stuck rhythm beating in my soul

I am far enough to hear but close enough to be insanely enclosed in a closet of pain

Longing only to sail in a sea of love in your arms

Silent love is a broken heart, a broken heart is a tainted soul, a tainted soul is a tattoo to this journey of life it will never be erased.

Give me love leave her now tell me how I can win you back

A desperate cry from a heavy laden soul

My pride is stripped and my shame is insignificant as I am on my knees

Please tell me, show me, take me and hold me wont you save me

FROM THIS WELL OF LIES

I acted and fooled you this is a fountain of lies

A way to show you hurt my friend

Now feel the pain she felt!