Societal Wants

I always try to keep getting things right 
And they turn out so not right
Not wrong, just not..right
They’re too rushed
Or too slow
They’re too heavy
Or too light

I know no ‘happy medium’
Because isn’t that a societal ideal,too?
All these things I was so sure of
Things I thought I knew I wanted
I can’t help but wonder if they’re my wants
Or my influenced wants that I didn’t need in the first place