A Non Fairytale
I know everything. Just hear me out, please;
I know you love me. I know you love others. I now know I love you. I have reasons for every mistake. Please. Just stand and listen to me. Just this one time. I love you. Living without you would be like; I sit there. I wish that I was worth something. I wish that I had someone to be worth for. Living alone in my small apartment hurts me like a clever to my neck. I love you. I wish you would not have to hurt me like you do. You started a war. It was on me though. Wasn’t it?
Yes. You are correct. I love you. I love others. You are correct about everything. I did start a war. It was at your cost. I just wanted others. I lost you and that’s worse than; I sit there loving another. She kisses me. She says she loves me. She says ‘I’ll be back. Only a day or two then I promise I’ll return.’ She smiles at me. I smile back. I think ‘I have finally found her. She loves me. I love her. I know it.’ At least I thought so. She never returned. She had found someone else. I want you to know this war hurt as much as it hurt you. I love, and I miss you.
I doubt it! If you have me, why want another. Don’t bother saying I love you. It’s either silence, or love one. You are wealthy. You can afford armor. You can afford allies. I’m on my own. My army is weak. My army is almost gone. Two against one. I do not have armor. I cannot… I cannot… I… I… kiss me hear. Kiss me now, and I promise to set you out of misery. Kiss me hear. Kiss me now, and I promise I will leave.
Why? Because you don’t have feelings. Not for me.
No. Because I have too many feeling. Yes. For you, and not for her.
I love you.
I love you too.