A dark cloud flew over my gaze, and with it came worries.
Laying on my back in the grainy green grass, I wanted to do away with my worries.  I wanted to have time to be me.
I didn't want to think about the death of the person I ever truely loved.  I didn't want to think of the fact that ever since he died I felt alone in the world.
With every passing moment I became more worried.
I gripped the grass, almost pulling it out of the ground and let out a scream.
The people watching the baseball game across the feild looked to see if I was okay.  I wasn't, but they didn't know that.
Only one person didn't look at me like I was crazy.  That person I thought I would never see again.  The person who was the only one I had every truely loved.

I shook my head, the grass tickled my cheeks.
He can't be here, I thought to myself.
I looked back over at him.  He was really there.
He was back, and with him came so many more worries...