" FOR THE LAST TIME "
( Submission to Sora's Challenge )
" Babie dont cry," she would tell herself, as she held the blade to her heart. Her arms were like shattered glass, each faded scar holding endless memories of pain. Not from the act It's self... But from her bleeding heart, as It absorbs and fights to repeal the attempts...
Babie is seventeen, with no reason to inhale what life has to offer her. She had thought about it long, and hard. There was no reason, nobody to stop her, and no place, she wouldn't go to end her pain.
Babie knows the difference between Heaven and Hell. She knows that heaven promises a life without pain and mascara tears. She has already experienced hell. She has lived it for seventeen years.
Its a cross road in her life. One way being her only way out, and the other, a means of escape. Either way, leads back to reality. The fact that her heart is capable of withstanding a great deal of hurt. It bleeds for attention.
Babie's relationship with Brian, ended with her going into deep depression. A two year friendship, that she found out was based on lies, and deceit. Babie thought Brian loved her, he was the sole purpose of her exsistence. The only thing that kept her heart beating.
But now he's gone, and theres nothing left. She gave Brian her heart and trusted him to keep it. But now it's just a reflection of her arms, shattered into a million pieces, scattered across the blood stained floor. In every puddle, a memory lay. A piece of her exsistance.
Babie sees her reflection upon the broken pieces. Not realizing she had taken the plunge, the ravishment her body had endured, there was no pain. Only the feeling of relief, and the long awaited rest her heart so desperately needed. Babie's last thought, as her tear stained eyes closes for the last time. If this is hell, it is'nt so bad...