Heartfelt!

I feel mean selfish and stone hearted when it comes to hurting other people's feelings I'd say anything just for it to be heartfelt to whom ever the Pearson may be , sometimes I say what I say meaningfully & other times I don't mean or remember what I have or haven't said but really I know deep inside my self I'm hurting myself more with regards to some of the things I said & wish I'd maybe just kept quite instead-but it is & was for staying quite all those years that got me nowhere than saddened of the prospect of any gesture that certain people would say with out a purpose other than sarcasm that got to me the most expecially if your not of that nature ur-self- like the saying goes it nice to be nice, otherwise stay away, as some people in life can take it to heart , rather than have to face up to other people's facts & of their orientated opinions just to inflict hurt on the people they choose to self inflict them with there un-Neccessary points of sarcastic remarks intentionally done to boost their heartless of hearts.... Trust who exactly , when your plunged into despair & backed by no1