Love in DREAMS- A UNIQUE SOUL

LOVE IN DREAMS – A UNIQUE SOUL

Candace – Jeremy forever exists in this world.

No matter what happens to this universe…………. my work for this is sincerely dedicated to the teens…………….

This is a story of a girl who was in search of full of happiness in her life and finally fallen in love with a dead spirit. It might be foolishness to others and give many questions to anyone but she likes to be in that feel all along her life. Here the story begins of our character Candace who was daughter of Mr. Wilbert and Rosy.

Hi I am Candace. I was a teenage girl who never went for any outings with my friends till yet. I was a girl of 18 who has born or almost made to make my parents aspirations come true. I was not I am. I was my parents wish and I was in search of happiness for what I want to be. I never had my own decisions just to accept my parents’ decisions. I don’t know how they feel for me and care for me. They love me a lot but it makes the difference from time to time.

I left many of my thoughts for them because I have stayed with my grand parents till I was 12.After 12, I was staying with my parents but it was sensible to all my feelings. Even I am a girl who mingles with everyone so fatly and stays to enjoy with my family. I still feel alone in all my works. They restrict me ever. I never had my own decision without saying it to them. They used to question for every small matter. I feel in only one manner “They are my parents and they had a right on me to question.”

Finally, I was a girl used to be in dreams but can’t make them to achieve myself. Each and every topic is so sensational in my family in my matter. Totally, my life is full of rules and commands. Rules that I kept myself to be in limits and commands what my parents used to give me all the time. They feel that relationship towards parents and a child is to be fear and respect towards them. But I had to know that that life must be with relation full of love and affection with no matter of fear to talk to talk to them. They give me much more love and they wants to be happy myself but they’ll remain for words not in reality to my life.

I was in fear of my life because I don’t know how to catch it up. They wants me to stop writing stories what I loved to make myself out of depression they wants me to stop listening my favorite music too. They’ll never question me how I feel when they restricts me. They didn’t need my opinion. I know life with rules and obeys make it dry and enjoyment-less but I was still standing on the words what my parents gave it to me. My life goes on like this. Many guys made proposals to me but I rejected everyone because I hate to be in love. I was still under the control of my parents and never wish my life to be fallen into the hands of other one but who loves me most.

One day, I got a great, strange situation in my life. They are pressuring me to stop my writings. I hate that feeling too. I just screamed at them that I’ll never stop my writings whatever that happens to this world. I was crying all over the day. I was loosing all my friends for them and everything for them. I can’t live without my books and music. But they wished to be. I was an outstanding student in my school and in my college too. They want more from the best. I can’t give it to them because my knowledge is up to there. In these deep feelings I want to kill myself. I cried all the day and slept.

In my dream I was happy that I never felt before. It was a strange feeling that I was coming out from darkness to the best place of the world. I am seeing myself in my dream with my parents just went into a new house. I had never seen it before in my life. But I loved that house and never want to come out of it. I was standing at the main gate and the feeling that I am going inside making me more happy myself but I don’t know why I am feeling like that.

{IN MY DREAM}

I went inside of the house out of my car. I have seen a large hall and a room beside it and seen a window and opened that, there was a good out-house having all flower plants and it’s really a nice garden. I went inside from the hall. There are three rooms o the rightside and a dining hall attached to kitchen on left side. Rooms are really good at the door and I entered into the last room first - it was really big but I didn’t liked it and the middle one next – it was somehow smaller than the last but a good one.

The first room was so smaller than the both having a new bed just kept then and an old bureau over there, having two doors at the other side of the room one is for bathroom and the other is to the lawn. I entered into the lawn and seen the way for out house over there and a craddle just near my room and trees around it. I entered in my room; it was cool and amazing. I said I want to be in this room and arranging all my stuff into that room. After my lunch, I feel like I need some rest and I went off to my room.

{IN MY DREAM}

The room seems to be the room of a male bachelor and I asked a servant that this is the room used by a male one...??? He replied that “yes, it was the room of the elder son who had lived in this house before” ad went off. I opened the bureau and seen many of good things which girls used to prefer and some albums and opened it. I have seen the photograph of a boy at an age of 20-22. He was really handsome and I liked him a lot and I have seen the other photos too. He was with his friends and others and he seems to be a topper having many medals too.

I have seen the other album by the name “In the memories of U”. I have seen an image of broken heart over there. I have seen that boy with a girl and she was really beautiful and a lot of photos of them together and their prom… and a lot. I was inside and sitting on my bed thinking to arrange my stuff.

{IN MY DREAM}

My uncle entered the room and I said him what I saw in the bureau and I questioned him to know about the family who lived previously there. He knows them well and he started saying me all….. “His name was Jeremy, topper at his school and college too. He was the elder son of Adam Dermot and his younger brother was Ryan. They both are really lovable to each other.”

“Jeremy got a serious problem one day that he had to hear that Ryan was arrested in some police case and he was under the control special department kept for the investigation of his case. In general, Ryan was a cool guy always spends his time with his friends and good at studies and unremarkable, much more sensitive. As this case was in court he was in custody and he committed suicide.”

“As Jeremy never spent before, leaving his brother he became dumb after known to the matter. There was no use in the consultation of doctors too. He was treated but he was ill. People used to say that his girl friend left him and broke up with him for this cause. But no one knows much about that matter. He spent some time alone and lost his parents in an accident. He never used to stay as he was before.”

“He was totally in depression and hates to talk to other people and hate to be in relation. He was cured totally and he got his voice after 2½years. But he never came out of this house and finally committed suicide himself after some months. That was the story behind them but no one knows the actual truth about the case and the details of it too.”

My uncle left my room saying that he was leaving then to his place and I said goodbye to him. I was thinking of a boy for the first time in my life, so deeply and curiously. I just liked him when I saw him in that photo and I started reading the letters over there. All were signed as follows “To my sweet heart, Yours Cathe.” They were really good and gave me the feel of love.

But I don’t know why she left him for the reason of dumbness. I have seen a pack of letters in a bag and I opened them and I was really wondered, they all are written by Jeremy to Cathe and they all are signed “With all the love, Cathe….. Yours Jeremy.” I’m amazed she gave the letter of his proposal back to him. Her original name was Catherine and she was his class-mate and each loved almost 1 ½ year.

This was my first day in my school over there in my dream. A lot of friends said me that the house was haunted and I didn’t care for them. I was made friend to a girl by name Linda. She was good-looking and intelligent and friendly too. At that day, I was happy to have her and I went off to home at the eve. I was at lawn sitting in cradle and my mom came to me talked for a while. But I had seen something over there and I went off to my room.

{IN MY DREAM}

Jeremy, I was seeing him sitting on my bed but I was scared, surprised and confused too. Jeremy asked me that what was I’m doing in his room and I said my story to be there and asked him why he committed suicide and about Ryan and all the things about him….. He stared saying about him about his childhood, Ryan and his love everything about him. He said that some of the friends of Ryan killed a guy when they were totally drunk and kept it in a bag without knowing it to Ryan. As this was started as search of police, they asked Ryan to get that bag but he don’t know what actually it is.

He caught to the police in a secret place and he was so sensible and committed to suicide in prison. As he known to this he became dumb and treated later. I said that I heard how he was treated and I asked him about his break-up with Catherine. He described their love, all over those days and how they used to spend together and their break-up was only reason of his dumbness and she found another guy and went off with him.

Totally losing his brother, parents in accident and breakup with Catherine made him to commit suicide. I really forgot that he was dead-spirit. He didn’t harm me and he asked about my childhood and my friends and my life.

{IN MY DREAM}

I felt very free with him and shared all my feelings and my sad and everything. He made me out pf it and he gave the relief of all my pains {the hardest part of my life} and my sad days. He was jovial and we used to spend together at night talking each other all the time. Totally I don’t know I fallen in love with a dead-spirit but he was Jeremy to me not a dead-spirit and all my love is only for him.

One day, I asked him if he went away from me I said I really miss the most special person in my life. He just replied one thing – “If my dream that is my wish having a true love from a person made me out of this and then I never come back but no one loves me and he warned me not to kill my-self and asked me to promise him.” I decided not to tell him about my love towards him and to stay as friends and I may be selfish at him.

But one day in deep discussion I told him that I was in love with him and he talked to me the whole day and spent with me happily as he was never before. He kissed me and went off. He was never come back as he said. I still remember him and his smile. I’m still in love with him. {MY DREAM GOT AN END…… I woke up: ) }

My life became as usual, but he has never come back and I just had memories of him except nothing but I got the truth of life, sweetness of love and the best of the world. This is my dream which gave me the reality of my life and turned up my decision in committing suicide. He made me to come out of the most painful life and I can conclude he was unique soul. So Candace loves Jeremy forever.

Signed by, MIEL