I'm Andrea by the way, or at least I used to be. Before everything changed.
I was just a young happy girl who lived life and loved to dance solo. Until I met Kyle.
Kyle and I were the best of friends. Or at least to me, anyway. To him, I think our friendship doesn't even matter. That it's no big deal. But it was to me.
Kyle was the only person who could make me laugh, make me smile. He was the one who was there for me when I was upset. But he just left. Just. Like. That.
There was a girl named Taylor who liked to pick on me. She was the kind of girl that's mean and bossy and thinks she's all that. I told Kyle about this, since he was my only friend. Everyone else was too scared of Taylor to even try to talk to me. That's how scary she is.
One day at lunch, I sat at the table we usually sit at and waited. He usually didn't take so long. When he finally walked into the cafeteria, I saw him with Taylor. He sat down at her table and I saw them talking and laughing. He just ditched me.
When I was walking to my class, I accidentally bumped into Taylor. She glared at me and pushed me to the ground. Kyle was watching, at her side. He glared at me and yelled, "Watch where you're going!" It was like he didn't even care about me anymore. We never really talked since that day.
I've been told I was making a big deal out of nothing. But it isn't nothing to me. Nobody knows how I felt when the one thing I cared about walked out of my life. Nobody knows how it feels to be betrayed by their own best friend.
Ever since then, I changed my name, changed schools, changed my number and my look. There was no more Andrea Dare. I changed my name to Fawn Sea. But I still danced. I always danced. It was the only thing that made me happy. But I didn't have enough money to move out of my house, where all my memories with Kyle are. So I couldn't forget him. That, and it was just to hard.
One day I called him. I was so nervous.
"Hello?" He said. He said it again, waiting for an answer. But I was too scared to say anything, and he hung up.
Another day I went to his house. I saw him and Taylor kissing on his doorstep. Tears streamed down my face. He knew how much I hated her. I watched her leave and Kyle went into the house.
I don't know why, but I still hope you'd come back to me. I still wanted you to.
Like a fool, I still wait for you.