Im putting the needle deep into my arm and pushing the liquid deep inside of me, slowing killing myself but its so hard to stop. Im a drug addict trying to stop so i can make something of my life but at the moment thats not happening.
I want to stop but i cant. My boyfriend got me addicted when he started slipping it into my drink at the age of 15 and i didnt even realise. Over the years ive become addicted and so has he but the hold is even stronger on him.
He gets violent and aggressive and theres nothing i can do to defend myself but curl up in a corner and cry till he stops. A&E trips are frequent when im with him because he beats me so hard my bones break and shartter causing agonizing pain.