Hello all! So it has been a year since I updated last. I feel so much wiser now, my psychiatrist helped for a while, and then we found out that I was bipolar, so the meds are helping too. To let you all know, Taryn aka youreyesarelies is okay. She spent three months in rehab, and hasn't cut since! I am sooooo proud of her! She also has a great new boyfriend who has helped her through many rough times.

So yeah, I dunno how much I'll be on, but I'm still alive! Thanks to all my friends on here! I love you all!

ATTENTION! My song Trap was not visible, but now it is. So please read/listen to it and tell me what u think! Thanx!

Hi my name is Lissa and I'm 14 years old. My parents named me Elizabeth, but I HATE that name, so everyone calls me Lissa.

I'm just a regular girl trying to make it through every day. My life is hard sometimes, but I try to get through it. I've had problems with cutting, but I think it might be under control now. My best friend, youreyesarelies, is having a harder time than I am, so I pray to the wiccan Gods to help her.

Depression might be a big part of my life, but I also LOVE to have FUN!!! I looooooooooooove anime and manga (omg Inuyasha is a total hawtie!) and wolves are my favorite animals because they are shy and misunderstood, like me. My favorite color is dark (as in every dark color). I don't like to discriminate, but I totally HATE preps. I mean, come on. They are soooooooooooo annoying, and always wear bright clothes and talk like totally dumbs. They are also mean, and make fun of people like me and youreyesarelies (they are part of the reason why we started cutting).

I like writing fanfiction, but especially poetry. I like writing dark poetry, because it lets me say what is on my mind. I can't talk to my parents about it or they will send me to a psychiatrist. Sorry if the depressingness of my writing offends you, but I hope you can look past it and see how good I am and how much better I am getting everyday because I practice so much.

I am also really into world peace. I think there is so much fighting going on in the world that we need to stop it. I want to join Green Peace when I get older =)

Oh, and I also really love to sing. Amy Lee from Evanescence is my hero, I hope to sing just like her one day!