She woke up every morning and put on the
mask of a happy smiling normal girl to hide the
She walked out from behind closed doors
and appeared in front of her family, her friends, and people at
school to be happy full of joy.
She fake smiled, fake laughed, fake lived,
yet no one seemed to notice in fact people liked the fake her
better, and this is what she really wanted from the first place
because she thought that no one will like her for who she really
was so she decided to change in to a fake
But she was dying from the inside every
fake second of her life, until the day came when she collapsed
and realized that she was too tired of acting and pretending to
be the girl who lived happily ever after.
She decided to take her life and for once
sleep peacefully and happily ever lasting.
She almost lost her life that day; she
wouldn't have been here right now if god hadn't given her another
chance to live.
But since that day she promised she'll
never attempt suicide again although she clearly knew that the
memory of herself over dosing and feeling death reaching her will
always remain within her mind.
Now she's ok but people always ask her
about the picture of sadness in her eyes, though she has no
answer for she really doesn't know the reason behind her
despaired eyes… her blue soul.
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