To think..
to think you were kind
...kinda different...
that was stupid wasn't it?
I'm stupid
this place is stupid
in the night, crying out into my sleeve, agony filling my soul
love is an illusion it said
to believe in love was like to believe in god
you knew the true answer
no pain it whispered
on the pavement of my reality I cry
I lean to the side onto the ground and lock myself in fetal position
this is real
nuzzling into my side til it's morphed into my body
myego says:
Mama's back and glad youallowed her tocome home.
tears of clear blood sting into my flesh like acid
AHHH
trapped in a parking lot with nothing
I wish it would snow
freeze me in to my end and numb all pain
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