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When her heart split in two the whole world shook with her, therefor this is when she feels actual, physical and mental heartbreak

Submitted:Apr 17, 2012    Reads: 33    Comments: 3    Likes: 3   

To think..

to think you were kind-

kinda different...

That was stupid wasn't it? So clumsy

I'm so stupid, distorted


All I want is to disappear-

into the night, cry out into my sleeves,

the pain filling my soul

I lean to the side on the pavement of my reality,

i.e. locking away via fetal position


Couldn't be...but, but this? This is real

you did this to me,

cradled me until you could break me

I feel hostile but shot, dazed

I'm in agony


Morphed into my body,

my ego whispers inside me:

love is an illusion,

to believe in love is like to believe in god

you know the true answer.


Let tears sting into my flesh, soak me

for anger can't even mend the broken,

trapped in a parking lot with nothing

I wish it would snow

freeze me into my end and numb all pain


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