Am I anything to anyone

I easly messed up
I easly lose
I easly never know alot of things

I have face plams here
I have face plams there
I have alot of things go wrong

I try my best
I try my hardest
I try everything I got

For some reason I lose in the end
For some reason I fall so soon
For some reason I am not who I am

I hide my self behind a mask
I hide my self from everyone
I hide what needs to be shown

Why do I hide
Why do I hurt
Why am I even here

See I write and sing
See I cry and scream
See you still don't see

Are you my friend
Are you my enemy
Are you anything to me

Am I anything to anyone!!!