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Submitted:Dec 16, 2012    Reads: 5    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   

A signal heart, and a signal mind can it rise aboved the part of the life that she is in now .I known that I can but I fell hard, I fell hard on the floor I feel left alone in the dark skys aboved you I am me ! I am strong ! But is it true that I am strong against all of you ! If I meet you in real life would you rejected me ? would you become my friends ? would you become neither or would you become My enmies . I have childhoods memories and bad , lies, fights , fights with family memebers allot of the time even when I don't known it people said that I am who I am ! but am I really who I am to the people that is on the computer or texting me or even when I with my friends Am I really who I am? To you that you might see me I might abused you I might even laugh with you .! But is that I really am to you ? My family and I are different what you can see in front of them! you may said that you can see a struggling family of four or an very, shadow family, or a nice family of four . I just wish ! Oh ! I just wished how they really see me NOT these "Ohh.. your a very nice person with ect.." Or "Wow , or Uhmm..uhmm..m" I want to tell the truth I hate it I really hate it !! I am me but who are you too! me and tell me the truth tell me what can fixed myself to become a better friend ! to you ! please! HELP ME and speak UP! and you can talk well I am talking it's No! Problem while I am finishing talking then you talk to someone else ! But let me known! what are you doing ! and how! I can speak with you while you are talking !... I want to joined your enough's NOT! Hanged by the head or on the feets waitting ! and listen to you guys talking ! My life Is yes Unhealthly ! life I am Fat ! can see that and I have speech problems and I have an very bossy sis that always gets her way well.. Not always ! But I really saying that Maybe it's time that you people that are so blind and wake up to the fact you and your friends aren't alone and I am NOT ! a prefect preson that every day have an happy life ! and I meet by an middle life style ! family. And that why I keep on saying "Don't Judge the book ! on the front or in the back ! Looks what within that book and finshed it!".< I meet by Don't judge them by the looks or what they go threw in life look within the heart of that preson and maybe some day you can help him/her! I am going to say my real name Now ! and I am not leaving this site My real Name Is Jamie C. Highfill and I am happy that I tood you that . But I am Not finished Not yet by away! I going to say that My Parents are getting ill and that I am worried more about my mother because wright now she is in the Hospital getting her Knee healed likely she is finished with that stuff I understand her because I have heart Problems before !.I was almost on the death line when I have that! and I can remember like yesterday I have seirious pain crawling upward in my chest and it taken about a week or soo! to healed ! Then My father stickness 1. He won't go to doctors because he said "The doctors are very bad ones and he doesn't like it at all! 2. He keeps on throwing (whats is cleared and it's comes out of your nose or your throat seem to get coaught with it .) .......... (Well that is it soo)

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