The Sad Story of Nel

So now you know

The truth of me

The truth of this world

That it is cold and uncaring

Defend oneself

That is the lesson i have learned

With the loss of a friend

To be like steel

And to protect yourself from cracking

Or shatter into oblivion

For i lost my humanity

It was stolen

i lost my previlige

And am now not even recognized as human

Instead i am nothing

With darkness cloaking me

Covering me in the husk of my corpse

Filling it with a demon

That hell refuses to take

For it is disgusted at what i have become

i am an even greater disgrace then Lucifer

At least he is known to all

Instead i suffer alone

For i am no one

And leave nothing behind

So nobody cries

Nobody cares

Nobody notices

Nobody is there

For this corpse i lurk inside

This child was happy, once

Ignorant maybe

But all the same

Was happy and content

Until i entered

I became one with him

And we are nothing

we are not complete

we have no future

Only the present

For tomorrow

our grave is made for

to accept our body

and be rid of it once and for all

For we do not belong