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The Monster Came Back

Poetry By: 060811
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A Poem About How I Feel When I Cut


Submitted:Jan 28, 2012    Reads: 20    Comments: 3    Likes: 1   


The Monster

(Just A Short Poem I Wrote A Few Weeks Ago.)

 

My Eyes Couldn’t Handle It .

The Tears Had Overflown; Slowly Drifting Down My Cheeks .

They Plummeted To The Ground , Drip … Drip .

Like A Faucet With A Leak .

 

I Picked Up My Blade , Sharp And Ready .

Put It To My Wrist , Ever So Steady .

The Blood Trickled Down My Arm . Taunting Me , Making Me Want To Do More Harm .

 

I Cut And Cut Until Everything Turned Black .

When I Awoke , I Realized That The Monster Was Back .

The Monster So Sweet , The Monster So Stunning .

The Monster So Real , The Monster So Funny .

 

I Smiled As I Assessed The Scar .

The Monster Was Here , And I Was So Far .

Where Was I ?

Was I Somewhere Where I Could Fly ?

Fly To Get Away From The Monster ?

 

I Took A Walk With The Monster , Not Too Long Ago .

He Surrounded Me , So I Had No Where Else To Go .

So I Was Forced To Stay , Forever Remembering This Day .

 

The Day I Took A Walk With The Monster .

The Day My Life Began To Spin .

I Fought And Fought , I Couldn’t Let The Monster Win .

 

But , He Kissed My Lips And Out Came Smoke .

Smoke Filled With Fear , Smoke Filled With Bliss .

How Sick Was I To Ever Like This ?

The Monster Then Moved To My Wrist ,

And Again … He Kissed .

 

And The Monster So Sweet , The Monster So Stunning , Had Won .

He Tasted The Blood … I Know He Liked It .

I Don’t Enjoy The Taste Of Blood , Not One Bit .

But Why Does That Matter ?

The Monster Was In Control .

So I Made That Cut Deeper .

 

He Tasted The Blood , And His Eyes Rolled Back .

My Blood Was Too Sweet For Him .

But He Didn’t Mind That .

He Loved It , And Out He Blew … A Cloud Of Red .

Nothing Said …

I Took A Huff .

 

When I Blew It Out , I Knew Enough Was Enough .

I Got Up And Started To Leave . But I Didn’t Get Too Far .

The Monster Attacked And Pinned Me Down .

Down To The Ground .

 

He Kissed My Lips , I Blew Out Smoke .

The Smell Of Weed Fueled His Need .

He Kissed My Neck And Tasted The Blood .

I Closed My Eyes .

Everything Turned Black ,

And I Was Glad The Monster Was Back .

Because The Monster So Sweet , The Monster So Real ,

Was So Nice .

He Allowed Me Not To Feel …

 

 

The Pain.





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