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Better walk alone

Poetry By: 1luka

Overwon my problems with miss alcohol, but the price is my marriage, making new start alone?

Submitted:Mar 8, 2014    Reads: 13    Comments: 0    Likes: 1   

It's better to walk alone, than with a crowd going in the wrong direction
what a great quote special cause I am feeling terrible, people pulling
all bad feeling s coming at once, losing my job is one what is happening
but unhappy in marriage is getting worse and finally feelings of rejection

All been covered by drinking, though it was getting out of my control
it started with the feel of rejection and miss Alcohol gave little warmth
more and more involved, adoration slowly into addiction transformed
the rejection in marriage was growing living together but feeling alone

Loneliness in my house making me numb, the owner of a lonely heart
what a terrible feeling and now it is too late, growing apart, leaving
did miss Alcohol win, no but she is cold, killing and without feeling
I dumped her, no more control by miss Alcohol, the price a new start

Is all in time to save the marriage, no growing too much apart in pain
to long living together apart, no talking, no nothing, all slowly fading
feeling guilty, feeling sad, feeling relieved, searching my new rising
alone or together, new horizon rising, new opportunities is the gain

New start alone, not staying in the crowd, following my empty heart
looking forward, face in the sun, shades and troubles leaving behind
finding new love, new warmth, selfish, or searching my own clear mind
looking for myself, not miss Alcohol, failed in marriage, now a restart

No angriness is leading; just emptiness together with loneliness did win
following new path not knowing which way it is heading, but not lost
knowing what I am leaving behind, good memories will never be forgot
heading forward following my path together or alone high up my chin


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