soldier iceberg

Give me a breath

Give me a vision

Give me sometime

To make this decision

 

I touch without caring

And everything I see is so cold

I'm tired of in between

Demented in sea of negative energy

 

Give life without vision

Such a foolish decision

Push on with precision

Take breath for revision

 

And the harder i try

The harder I fall

But I won't stop

Till everything's gone

 

And there's so much pain

Bottled up inside

That no matter the falls

I have enough to keep on standing up

 

Today I don't need to keep on stressing

... relax ...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing...

Just breathing

 

I take all the insanity and confusion

And convert it into writing

And then trow it at the world

So that's how I'm diffusing

 

Your world of emotions

It does not excite me

The way that you think

Will never delight me

 

And when I am walking

There are thoughts that distract me

These fires distract me

But the blinding smoke can not stop me

 

Today i don't need to keep on stressing

...Relax...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing

Just breathing...

 

I've given my life

And you gave me sentence

I gave you my joy

What a stupid ploy

 

I walked thrum a very long road

And when I needed someone

I couldn't even get a nod

 

And life thru hard work

Turned out to be a fraud

This sloppy life with pathetic redundancy

Is that the best you can mold?

 

Today I don't need to keep on stressing

...relax..

Today i don't need to keep on pushing

Just breathing ...

 

Today I am trowing off your shackles

Today you cannot reach me

I can see this system heartless

Your attempts will not breach me

 

I will not be controlled

Will not be pulled down

Refuse to back off

Refuse to bend down

 

Deny me my time

I'm still gonna fly

Deny me promotion

Can't stop my devotion

 

Today I don't need to be a soldier

...relax...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing

just breathing...

 

Sacrifice life

Sacrifice years

Trow away joy

Hang on with the patience

 

Will not get on my knees

No matter your fees

Will not crumble down

The system can frown

 

Not gonna be a voiceless robot

Paper and pen will let it all out

Digest in my mind

No regrets and I'm glad

 

Today I don't need to be a soldier

...relax...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing

just breathing...

 

And there is nothing that I couldn't mend inside

Yes, you may hurt me but I will be alright

And at the end of it all

I'll finish on top

 

And when everything crumbles

I stand proud

And when everyone's fallen

I stand up

 

Take my life

Take my money

I will take it head on

I refuse to be gone

 

Today I don't need to be a soldier

...relax...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing

just breathing...

 

What's left is my world

That still can be salvaged

Blow for blow in war mode

My life you won't ravage

 

My arms can still bear this load

My eyes see right thru systems fraud

But still a bear an obligation

So to my action there's no deliberation

 

All of this

Is just an adventure

Plus, the longer I live

The further i venture

 

Not ready to stop

So eager to see

How this will play out

Where I'm gonna be

 

Today I don't need to be a soldier

...relax...

Today I don't need to keep on pushing

just breathing...