Greed..

I don’t know what I’m thinking anymore

I want things to be more than what they are

But I know that I’ll just make things more complicated

I guess that’s what I get

For falling in love with my best friend

I don’t want to ruin things, you say

And I know that’s probably the best thing to do

But I can’t get myself to admit that it’s true

I can act like I don’t care

That you go out with other girls

But inside it’s tearing up my heart

And you’ll never know how much effect you have on me

I say I moved on, but I lie

I’ll probably never change the way I feel about you

I just bottle everything up inside me

You’ll never know how much you’ve hurt me

But for some reason I’m still hanging on

To a dream that will never come true

Maybe one day I’ll lose my grip on this

And I’ll finally learn my lesson
I guess “friends” is better than nothing