Venomous.

I don’t know about anything anymore

I can never really trust how I feel

Because I’m never sure if I’m being honest with myself

And I can never go by how you act

Because you’ve falsely led me on before

I don’t want to feel this way

But my heart can’t help it

Every time I look at you

It brings back old feelings

And it makes me want it more

It makes me want you more

To a greater point than I should ever feel

I want you to want me

But that’s a poisonous thought

And since there’s nobody else to suck out the venom

It runs through my veins

And you constantly run through my mind

Until every inch of my body wants you

And every beat of my heart is for you